Today started in a very reassuring way. All the people I knew and had a argument with I have forgiven and they have forgiven me as well. I think the group can get back together again...I really hope so...After that thing between Tom and Simonian, ackwardness and bitterness grew between all of us. I am down to Bryant, Simon, and Alan again...my dearest friends.
it was funny how me and Alan quarreled a day ago and the next day we go, "Brothers for a reason"
Vinny is always there for me too but half the time its just us.
Thinking about old times again... Arnald, George, Jimmy, Chris, Tom, Simon, Alan, and Bryant played foot ball together all the time and now we all went our own ways. I heard from George recently and he told me him and Jimmy opened a bakery in Philly working on their second store. Tom works for the NY stock exchange. Arnald found God. Chris never went to college...straight to work. Simon is a developer. Bryant and Alan is doing what the want to with them selves... and then there is me.... just me!!!
Some times I really feel depressed when I think of them friends and family because we come from a strong network of people. My friends achieve and over achieve their goals. All of my older cousins accomplished something in life. HK owns her own clothing line, Karrie is the Marketing Director of American Express, Wayne is a high ranking Computer engineer at Con Edison. A few other cousins and aunts and uncles working in investments. I really did feel depressed for some time because life is about passion.
Steve once told me life is about passion, commitment and to have a career. And I always say...Career???????
A career is something you try to build, something you are passionate about and would not mind spending time developing these skills. A job is something that brings food to the table. And once you developed your passion you also gain the commitment to obtain the skills you need to get better. Like computers....I have all the components I need to run diagnostics with my computer.
Right now I just want to become the COO I always wanted to be. Be some one in the family, a voice not and echo. I want to be the best me...reaching my full potential and to reach new limits in my abilities....
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